Thursday, February 5, 2009

Dad ......




Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
What you have on your mind.

He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best demands!

He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong

In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart

But to my dad , I was something wrong ..
something doesn't fit in his so-called world

I had to pay for Mom's death
And ever since , im a child called " it "

Dad ..... What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.

What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.

Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.

Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.

Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.

Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.

Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.



XxTheStylisHxX

Sunday, February 1, 2009

How Could You Be So Heartless?





Verse 1 : to dad
In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh, how could you be so heartless?


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Verse 2 : To my ... EX ......... friends


How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you aint told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely



How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
On a Saturday we weren't gon speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though he be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know he's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon see
You'll never find nobody better than me


Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gon be keep hating me
And we just gon be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon take off tonight (Into the night)


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Yeah , im leavin' tonight ..
to whoever , stabbed/yelled/accused me of stuff that I didn't do , im here to say " yo , i dont care no more "

Yes , Lots .. pushed me away ..
Yes , Lots .. stabbed me at the back ,,
YES , I lost lots of my real - close friends ..
Yes , Dad wanna see me in the grave today before tomorrow ..

Yes & Yes & Yes .........

You See They're wrong ..
But i'm strong ..
wont take long for me to move on ..

Please dont worry about me im fine ..
Only ! .. gonna play the fool ONE time ..

trust me , when i say .
that i'll be okay ..

Go on ..